Seriously...why can't I title these?

Anyways, our international agency said we were kicked out of the Guatemalan Court. I'm not sure I believe that we were in, but whatever. At least we are all on the same page now and agree we need to be "resubmitted". IF we don't get kicked out anymore, it's still 8 weeks before we can get approval. Sometimes I wonder if we're ever going to bring our little girl home. It's not even 8 weeks from now...it's 8 weeks from when I get resubmitted...and the way things seem to go, it will be a couple of weeks before that happens.

I'm contemplating a trip to Guatemala this fall to see her. My husband isn't all for that, but she's my daughter...and I haven't seen her since November.

This is so much harder than I ever thought it would be.

My 5 year old must've heard us talking about the money we still needed to pay for the adoption, because he gave me a quarter yesterday so that we could bring his sister home. If only that would solve the problem....